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Sep 3 2008, 01:11 AM
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![]() A Flower ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Nuthouse Member Posts: 4,068 Joined: 24-August 08 From: USA Member No.: 349 Gender: Female Age: old Mood: Exhausted Horoscope: Taurus Nation: USA |
Imagine you are stable, evenly-balanced, going calm, and everything seems fine. What could possibly happen to disturb your peace? What makes you go into depression or mania if there is an event?
For me, it is family relationships, all the junk you hate when it pops its head up - old patterns, etc., especially with a sibling since they know how to jerk your chain. -------------------- Rosebud
Bipolar II Fibromyalgia Asperger Fuch's Dystrophy MS Budeprion Lamotrigine Kreppa and a ton of other medications for other stuff |
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Sep 3 2008, 07:18 AM
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![]() firedance ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Nuthouse Member Posts: 1,541 Joined: 16-May 05 Member No.: 43 Gender: Female Age: irrelevant Mood: how may I count the ways... Nation: BC, Canada |
That one, for sure.
Anything that blindsides me- that feels like a betrayal, even if unintended, which it usually is. It surprises me how easily I'm knocked off centre, when at the time I feel so strong. Resilience is paper-thin I think. My tdoc doesn't want me to join her skills training group yet b/c of this. good question, Rosebud -------------------- "Good judgment comes from experience. Experience comes from bad judgment".
Winston Churchill |
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Sep 3 2008, 01:07 PM
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CrazyTalk CHAMP! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Admin Posts: 4,540 Joined: 13-May 05 From: Michigan Member No.: 19 Gender: Female Age: 49 Horoscope: Aquarius Nation: USA |
Family relationships would be at the top of my list too.
When work becomes too intense. When changes are happening either at work or in my personal life that I feel I have no control over. -------------------- |
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Sep 3 2008, 02:22 PM
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Crazy ![]() ![]() Group: Nuthouse Member Posts: 81 Joined: 30-August 08 From: Right Here Member No.: 351 Gender: Not Telling Age: 44 |
The most recent thing for me was having my therapy cut off.....cold turkey. Long story, can't go into any details....but it has messed me up very badly.
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Sep 3 2008, 03:45 PM
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Buggy Boy Extraordinaire ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Nuthouse Member Posts: 2,242 Joined: 13-May 05 From: South of Canada, North of Mexico Member No.: 30 Gender: Not Telling Age: 40 something |
Triggers - Mainly thinking too much about life. Fear of something that I'm not confident about. Arguing about things I should just stay away from. Sometimes it's just a song.
-------------------- *** Bipolar X ***
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Sep 3 2008, 05:42 PM
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![]() Life is one anxiety attack after another... ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Admin Posts: 8,676 Joined: 9-May 06 Member No.: 143 Gender: Male Age: 46 Mood: Piglet-level stressed Nation: Crazy Canuk |
Work is the big thing for me - being given responsibilities but not given the support needed to get them done. Then criticized if I fall behind.
My children also have the ability to throw me for a loop, but not my siblings; they're well compartmentalized. -------------------- ![]() |
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Sep 8 2008, 11:49 PM
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Scapegoat, whipping boy, whatever ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Nuthouse Member Posts: 2,938 Joined: 11-July 06 From: Purgatory (also known as retail) Member No.: 150 Gender: Male Age: 40 Nation: USA |
Negative trigger, pushing me to depression..... being ignored or feeling left out
Positive, pushing me to mania... anything positive at all. The start of something new -------------------- The right thing isn't always easy, and the easy thing isn't always right.
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Apr 27 2009, 02:29 PM
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![]() squirrel watching ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Nuthouse Member Posts: 316 Joined: 26-April 09 From: S.E. Wisconsin, USA Member No.: 382 Gender: Female Age: 49 Mood: happy Horoscope: Aries Nation: USA |
In a nutshell... stress. Any kind of stress, although my mother seems particularly able to send me over the precipice.
I had to back away from her a year ago... my sanity depends on it. -------------------- |
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Apr 28 2009, 06:41 PM
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![]() A Flower ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Nuthouse Member Posts: 4,068 Joined: 24-August 08 From: USA Member No.: 349 Gender: Female Age: old Mood: Exhausted Horoscope: Taurus Nation: USA |
family, family, friends, friends, family, friends, events
-------------------- Rosebud
Bipolar II Fibromyalgia Asperger Fuch's Dystrophy MS Budeprion Lamotrigine Kreppa and a ton of other medications for other stuff |
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Apr 30 2009, 08:25 AM
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![]() firedance ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Nuthouse Member Posts: 1,541 Joined: 16-May 05 Member No.: 43 Gender: Female Age: irrelevant Mood: how may I count the ways... Nation: BC, Canada |
LOL
-------------------- "Good judgment comes from experience. Experience comes from bad judgment".
Winston Churchill |
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May 12 2009, 02:55 AM
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CrazyTalk CHAMP! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Nuthouse Member Posts: 2,255 Joined: 10-June 05 From: Columbus Ohio Member No.: 56 Gender: Female Age: you figure it out |
Work.
Or no work. -------------------- Once again, up from the depths it rose...
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Jun 22 2009, 01:32 AM
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tabbyland ![]() ![]() Group: Nuthouse Member Posts: 82 Joined: 19-June 09 From: Ohio Member No.: 392 Gender: Female Age: 36 Mood: having different moods throughout the day Horoscope: pisces Nation: United States |
Family relationships, relationships with friends, volunteer opportunities, tdoc appointment, pdoc appointment and yes STRESS
-------------------- Schizoaffective, OCD, ADHD, PTSD
Lithium 1200 mgs, Zyprexa 5 mgs, Geodon 240 mgs, Pristiq 100 mgs, Concerta 63 mgs, Klonopin 4 mgs, Ambien CR 12.5 mgs, Benedryl 100 mgs |
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Jun 23 2009, 03:37 AM
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CrazyTalk CHAMP! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Nuthouse Member Posts: 2,255 Joined: 10-June 05 From: Columbus Ohio Member No.: 56 Gender: Female Age: you figure it out |
I was watching Driving Miss Daisy and the last scene she is being fed by her driver. She looked so much like my mom at that stage than I had to leave the room and cried for an hour. This weekend I went to my nephew's wedding and I missed her being there so I had a little too much wine at the reception and ended up back in my room locked in the bathroom crying.
I really wish I had no children. When I think of how much I miss her, I feel bad that I will die in the future and my children will be this sad. -------------------- Once again, up from the depths it rose...
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Jun 23 2009, 05:25 PM
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![]() Freakin' Out ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Nuthouse Member Posts: 496 Joined: 13-May 05 From: planet Earth Member No.: 21 Gender: Female Age: 22 Mood: how do i not feel right now? Nation: USA |
a change in plans. no matter how mild. being sick or physically uncomfortable. certain movie themes! rejection, weather percieved or real!!!!! being ignored, again weather percieved or not!!! fear of losing someone i love, weather real or imagined (the fear, not the person, lol)
-------------------- www.facebook.com/fordeeperroots
in the pain is there healing, in your name i find meaning so i'm holding onto you. i'm holding on another day just to see what you will throw my way. you said that i will be ok. - broken, lifehouse http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyheJ480LYA everything - lifehouse |
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Jun 23 2009, 05:27 PM
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![]() Freakin' Out ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Nuthouse Member Posts: 496 Joined: 13-May 05 From: planet Earth Member No.: 21 Gender: Female Age: 22 Mood: how do i not feel right now? Nation: USA |
a change in plans. no matter how mild. being sick or physically uncomfortable. certain movie themes! rejection, weather percieved or real!!!!! being ignored, again weather percieved or not!!! fear of losing someone i love, weather real or imagined (the fear, not the person, lol) -------------------- www.facebook.com/fordeeperroots
in the pain is there healing, in your name i find meaning so i'm holding onto you. i'm holding on another day just to see what you will throw my way. you said that i will be ok. - broken, lifehouse http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyheJ480LYA everything - lifehouse |
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Jun 23 2009, 05:29 PM
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![]() Freakin' Out ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Nuthouse Member Posts: 496 Joined: 13-May 05 From: planet Earth Member No.: 21 Gender: Female Age: 22 Mood: how do i not feel right now? Nation: USA |
sorry it posted twice, i tired to edit it to add something and it posted it twice w/o the edit...
not understanding a concept that may or may not say my current beliefs or understanding is wrong. and then having people not try to explain even the smiplest things, that normal people have understanding of because normal people have common sense. and i so do not! -------------------- www.facebook.com/fordeeperroots
in the pain is there healing, in your name i find meaning so i'm holding onto you. i'm holding on another day just to see what you will throw my way. you said that i will be ok. - broken, lifehouse http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyheJ480LYA everything - lifehouse |
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Jun 24 2009, 04:21 PM
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![]() Life is one anxiety attack after another... ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Admin Posts: 8,676 Joined: 9-May 06 Member No.: 143 Gender: Male Age: 46 Mood: Piglet-level stressed Nation: Crazy Canuk |
I really wish I had no children. When I think of how much I miss her, I feel bad that I will die in the future and my children will be this sad. I can understand the sentiment, but I also think that your children will be happier that you chose to bring them in to this world. I miss my parents (and grandparents) and son, but the good memories I have of them far outweigh the times I'm despondant over losing them. -------------------- ![]() |
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Jul 9 2010, 03:03 PM
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![]() A Flower ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Nuthouse Member Posts: 4,068 Joined: 24-August 08 From: USA Member No.: 349 Gender: Female Age: old Mood: Exhausted Horoscope: Taurus Nation: USA |
Lately what makes me react to a very serious level:
Cell phone companies People who use cell phones while driving Completely rude and inconsiderate people People who have no regard or respect for the disabled or elderly I really could pull someone out of their car ... I have told my pdoc. There is a thing such as "righteous indignation" when it is about something that is wrong, and just being angry to be angry. Of course, doing something physical or damaging about anything is wrong. So, I go home and scream. -------------------- Rosebud
Bipolar II Fibromyalgia Asperger Fuch's Dystrophy MS Budeprion Lamotrigine Kreppa and a ton of other medications for other stuff |
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Jul 9 2010, 06:18 PM
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Scapegoat, whipping boy, whatever ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Nuthouse Member Posts: 2,938 Joined: 11-July 06 From: Purgatory (also known as retail) Member No.: 150 Gender: Male Age: 40 Nation: USA |
Being told that my perception of things is "wrong"
-------------------- The right thing isn't always easy, and the easy thing isn't always right.
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Jul 12 2010, 03:22 PM
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![]() Life is one anxiety attack after another... ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Admin Posts: 8,676 Joined: 9-May 06 Member No.: 143 Gender: Male Age: 46 Mood: Piglet-level stressed Nation: Crazy Canuk |
When someone my age; who appears healthier than me (ie, not overweight) has a heart attack...
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